This is a song that really had a impact on me. I was on drugs, drinking i had a lot of family problems and one of my cousins sent me this. And by far one of the most powerful rap songs i’ve heard. This is such a good message that im going to cut my post short this time and let you watch it for yourself. Leave a comment, tell me what you think i wanna know!

Well, its a mixture of curiosity, attraction to uncertainty and even at times wondering what that special someone could be like. Let me explain that because that’s just hitting the bare minimum. We don’t know how the other person feels… Does he like me? Wonder if she was checking me out? Does he think im beautiful? When you don’t know how they feel about you and you like them and are attracted to them in some way or form… you’re gonna wanna know what they think about you. Its almost a sad thing sometimes because it ruins it for the one who’s curious. Most of the time anyways because the other wants to know the same exact thing and when you put yourself out there like that your risking getting hurt..hard. Now its nothing wrong or unheard of, men and women do this ALL THE TIME! And sometimes it does work but mostly not because the person that’s “chasing” seems like there desperate and that’s a complete turn off for the other. So what should you do? Do you chase? Do you wait? Well here’s my advice.

Men - Play It cool. Don’t freak out over a girl you like  and text her a million times to try to get a reply back. All you gotta do is just talk, show you really care and make good conversation and that my friend will make sure you have a chance at this amazing girl!

Girls - Guys will freak out as much as you do. Don’t push into a guy make em chase you, but give him a hint something to grab onto so he knows he has a shot but don’t give him the whole thing just a tiny nibble. I almost guarantee he’s gonna have interest in you and he might freak out if he really likes you and if your really like him might just set it in stone. But if he has any doubt in his mind and can’t decide he will try to chance but don’t make it easy. Make him work for it ;) 

A best-friend… isn’t that what we all look for in a relationship? Someone who will care for you, laugh, cry and be there no matter what. Everyone is looking for that, that “special someone” who they can be themselves with. That’s really how great relationships are formed right? You became great friends with someone and you become attracted to them and  you ask them out and what was just a friendship becomes one of passion, love and care for one another. I wish more people would look for that in someone: If your just attracted by there looks but hate there personality than the relationship really isn’t gonna last too long…

Thank you very much appreciate the support :-)

Love..it’s a beautiful thing. People search for it, not knowing if they might find it and a lot of times they do end up getting married but im not here to talk about that.. im here to talk about looking for love that isn’t there. Everyone wants to be happy, but you ever find those that are truly happy have someone in there life? This isn’t often the case though, its because the girl or boy is happy with themselves, happy life is going great, job is going smooth or maybe they just saw an old friend. Those that going looking for love end up empty handed 90% of the time because they can’t find someone they can relate too, be a dork with, hangout or even work together on things they both love to do. Than there’s the people that settle for someone who might not be right for them but having someone there makes them happy even if there not truly happy with that person. And those relationships usually don’t last to long for those exact reasons. Love is something that happens you might not experience it for many years but its more than just a relationship and dating. Its a thrill you get, a smile on your face and even at times a thought of loss when that person isn’t around and you wish you could be with them every second of every day. Its more than just attraction to each other but at times it may be the ultimate attraction to one other.. that sense of comfort, beauty and happiness when with each other that makes the moments last forever. I tell my friends this all the time because its hard being single and its even harder when you want something that isn’t there. Wait for love don’t go searching for it and in time it’ll happen to you. And that magical fairy-tale, that happy ending you’ve always dreamed about…will be a lot closer than you think.

That’s a good question. Honestly, i would have to say the earliest i can remember is preschool. It was held at a farm like place about 20 minutes away from where my parents lived. They had a little skate ramp about 6 inches from side to side built in a barn and somedays the teacher would let us go out there with these little bikes she had (toy ones built for young kids nothing like the real thing) and i remember going up and back down on those ramps a million times it was a lot of fun :)

What would you find? Idea’s, mathematical equations, art perhaps or maybe a passionate lover. Gives truth to the saying of “true beauty” wouldn’t you think? Maybe not, maybe the genius is lucky, like just grabbing a lottery ticket for fun not knowing he or she has the one for a million dollars. Is it wrong that perhaps he or she just got lucky? Is it right to presume it was a fluke? Or was there something else were not looking at that might be the cause of this person’s “luck”. One of my teachers scolded me one time for only reading ten pages of a book. When she asked me why i did it i said what didn’t i read? “the conflict, the setting, the juicy deta..”- i had to cut her off at that point.. “That’s a good point but let me ask you this…how do we know that? How can you tell me that every detail and conflict isn’t in the first part of this book.. deep beneath the text or perhaps in the text itself just waiting to be unfolded by me as the reader. ” She frowned at me not knowing what to say. As the semester went further she would call on me more and more asking me to share what i read to the class. Every-time i had a answer, every-time it was from what i had read in the first pages…I passed that class with a A plus and on the leaving the class she told me to stop by her office after class. Upon entering she was sitting there with a grin on her face saying i was very bright.. one that thought outside of the box and competed with her and even made her job easier and more fun. As the end of the conversation we had going she said if i ever needed anything else, to stop by and ask for help. I had tested her, i was happy but more thrilled she liked my way of thinking that not so many people think to use these days. So are you a genius? Do you think in ways that many other’s would think as “unthinkable”? Inside every person there’s more than meets the eye, a brilliant mind waiting to be let out and perhaps you could be the next Millionaire or CEO. All it takes is a little will to find your way…